Monday, February 08, 2010



Went out to the doctor's with Nana. And guess what? She found my blog! Tsk. Small world. So we webcam-ed after dinner for up to 41 pictures altogether. Hospitality Sales & Marketing completed leaving me with the slides. On medical leave till tomorrow. Stupid flu is bugging me so badly that I feel so shitty. Didn't turn up for shoot today. Had one till night yesterday. Bumped into Lisa at Taman Warisan as she was doing free lance with the make up.
Anyway, I guess it's over between us when you fail to be there whenever I need you in my presence. We never meet as much anymore. It's been long and this feelings keep fading away each day. Just why do you change. Hoping it was for the better, it was for the worse instead. I do not how to feel for someone anymore.
Too much lies baby.
Saturday, February 06, 2010




I'm falling sick again. Definitely, that's not a good thing. I'm still working on my Hospitality Sales & Marketing project right now. Somehow, it's bad on me cause I'm delaying the whole group. And for that, I'm sorry. I'll make sure I complete it as soon as possible.
Anyway, kite flying at Pasir Ris just now was awesome. And guess who did I met up with? Cikgu! Okay so it's been more than 3 years and she's now 26. Cheh! Going to get married to abang pretty soon huh? Flu has been buggin' me since evening just now. Shessh. Head is spinning so badly that I couldn't teach Luqman his Mathematics. Sorry dude.
Everything's well and fine. Sister wanted me to follow her and company to Changi to get some stuffs but I lack the time to do so. Saddened. Chatted with Sherly a while ago. And she's on her way to Zirca pretty soon. How great is that? Oh, night life! Did I mentioned I manage to see her tattoo on webcam? Haha. Two thumbs up baby!
Before I forget, webcam with Nana and Fafa 2 nights ago was great. Since pictures has been delayed, I'm posting it only tonight. Saturday night being sick, oh! Not great!
I miss you Nurul :)
Thursday, February 04, 2010
I have got no reason to be sad but the fact that I am right now, I really do not know why. Somehow or rather, I have been asking myself in what way am I inferior to others. Just so you know that I'm fine, is good enough. School has been tough of late. I felt like it was already at such a peak that I feel like giving up. But it's okay for I'm still hanging on strong. I've moved to Tampines Street 43 at the moment. It's been great here. And of course, the fact that I've known such a nice family. Eunos Cresent is still on pending because it's under renovation. Lifestyle changes since I got here. Since I'm staying at another's place, I got to abide to their way of living. And so far, I'm glad that everything is good.
Piala Ilham Dipersembah was a fair competition. So stop asking. What I know is that, I enjoyed myself the fullest. As much as other Deksu does too. We win together, we lose together. When all of us cried together, no more words could describe how touched I am by the company I'm with. Because learning is a journey and not a destination, I won't stop just here.
It's been a month plus since I last updated Blogger. Too much memories for me to leave it abandoned. Thank you Tumblr, you ain't exciting enough for me to stay on. Anyway, I'm happy to have moved house. But I'm equally sad cause I lost my past. My wondeful past.
Cousin and company, I miss you :)