Like no other ♣
Nur Emilinah Al-Nain. 17.
ITE College West; Hospitality Operations (Hotel Management). Malay Cultural Group (Wahana Deksu).
Soft spoken. Reliable. Rebellious. People say, just mind your own business. I focus on Sales & Marketing in life and I belong to the rainbow people.
Momma says going for the same gender is cool.
“Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.”
(Winston Churchill)
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I never thought things between us could have gone this reprobate now that we are not in talking terms at all. After all the contacting and friendship we built, just one minor statement has turned us into this flow of flux. Knowing that I would recusant over what you have said, it came by too fast like karma slapping my face. You left me in dismay when you thwart over my doings. I don't know where to head or what to look for out of this connection we has. I don't want to sound like a tramp or even behave like one but personally, I feel like a cretin, inane enough to have been tarrying for your frigid love. You gave me that ardent side of yours whenever I tried to talk to you nicely or gave my best in trying to win your heart. But I made a mistake. A mistake huge enough when you already have someone whom you can cleave to. You gave me a hope too high only to scourge it in the end. Now how do you explain the skeptical behaviour of yours whenever I shared about other girls with you? Why gave me hugs and kissing me in public? All the physical contact like clinging on to my arm? I'm not trying to brag over what we did but you ask your heart. Not even a single bit of me in there? You don't call this friendship after what we have gone through plus a little bit more, with all the kindle we felt. Love is not blind but human are the one who does not see it. Just one word, disappointed. I thought you would have been judicious enough to arrange your statements first before letting it all out. Like how life has taught me, never mix your work with personal life. And when you did just that, am I to leave or stay like a numskull? I'm dumbfounded. Till today, I never manage to find a perfect answer. I don't wish to leave this matter hanging but some things are really stopping me from talking to you. Am I being egoistic? Or is it you? It is true when people say people of the same horoscope never worked out? Since you never believed in all these, it is time to open up. Is half a year long enough? I don't think so. And for now, fullstop.
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