I've made a mistake. It takes me a long while to discover this but just today, I realised that I haven't been a good girlfriend. Haven't been a good girlfriend to be able to protect my lady well and not hurt her. Matters of the heart remain speechless. I admit, it was my wrong. My wrong to have said as such and hurt you.

My days are spent with you. Not just my days but my nights too. I thought I have built the foundation of this relationship well but yet again, I realised that I did not. I fail to do so. I'm sorry. I tried to change, I'm still trying. But then again, I realise that my try wasn't hard enough. I wanna be there, I wanna be with you all the time. I thought we could give and take and a lot more awaits us in time to come.

When I made you mine, I told myself to provide you with the best. No matter what circumstances comes along the way, I just want to provide with you the best. Because I know those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. I created this space in my heart only for you to fit in. I never thought of having anyone else besides you in me. Never. Not even once that came into my mind. I wanna be the one, the one to hold you strong.

I'm sorry Hasheezah Sarfina. I'm sorry sayang for failing to take good care of your feelings. If you're gonna mention about not being a good girlfriend, then it has got to be me. I'd understand if very much if you are not able to forgive me right now, at this point of time. I just want to let you know, just in case if you are reading this, or anyone who's reading this matters, I'm sorry! I let you in to my heart. I'm not gonna let you leave just yet.

Because I believe, I believe that we have a long way to go. I love you Hasheezah Sarafina. Even before we got together, I have been loving you. It's been two long years. And this two long years, is still not enough to cover up for all the mistakes I've done to you.

I'd pray each day for you to come back to me. I'll be waiting my dear. Just as much as these tears go away, that's how my love for you will never go away.

I'm sorry. ♥

Oh hello, I'm better known as Ano.

Elyn Plácido & I'm 19. I've never been a true religious person. You respect me, I'll return you just what you deserve. I bloghop a lot. I rarely make the first move and I don't befriend egoism. Easy said, your hard to please girl.

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